Age 48 · Funchal · Madeira · Portugal
"Looking to find, hoping to be found..."
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You may find this an exagerated reaction to a little thing that went wrong. Without boring you with unecessary details, I made a non-negotiable contract with myself, one that I cannot break except in true exceptional circunstances. And I broke the contract that I made with myself, and for no one really true exceptional circunstance. And I also noticed that the contract was writen in the wrong verbal tense instead of saying "I'm doing this or that" I wrote I wrote "I'm going to do this or that". This makes a world of diffence. Firstly, how can I trust myself to fulfill my commitments with others when I fail to fulfill the commitments that I make with myself? Secondly, there is no past and no future: there is only the present. I can always apologise for missing out on past commitments, and I can always promise that in the future things will fulfill the commitments that make with myself or with others; and then this becomes a cycle. Rewriting this contract is not a penalty; it's an investiment in my relationships with myself and with others. I believe in positive reinforcement. For me, this work is a form of positive reinforcement. I thank you in advance for your kind and compationate understanding.
Someone with the same humane, ethical and some basic commitment principles. Being somewhat attractive is, of course, also an issue.
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